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[01 Nov 2005|04:10pm] |
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So i keep meaning to update this but i can never find time anymore. 2 weeks ago i was down in South Bend for the biggest football game ever!! Notre Dame and USC! I have seen many games at ND but this was by far the best fucking game ever. Even though we got screwed over. It was fun getting to see my family from down there that i only get to see once every couple years. The next weekend i was supposed to go to florida but the damn hurricane ruined those plans. This year at school has been kinda rough, i started out really bad but i finally got my ass in gear and am starting to turn it all around. This year my main goal was to do good with my grades and maybe find a girlfriend. I've been going out a lot with my friends and meeting a bunch of people. But it is so hard to find girls that are interested. Yea i know i am not some big huge muscular guy. If girls took the chance to know me and not judge right away then they will see how nice of a guy i am. The year is still young. Hopefully cassie comes over this weekend, she is always a blast to hang out with. Anywho i am gunna go to the library and study for my Theology exam tomorrow. Everyone reading this have a wonderful night.
By the way...... SAW 2 WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!
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[03 Oct 2005|02:17am] |
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Wow so it has been way long since i have updated this thing. This school year is turning out to be the best ever! I have reconnected with old friends, met some people, got to see Cassie again. This summer was not the best, thank goodness school is making up for it. Where to begin, well my good buddy Kyle came down for the weekend and damn did we ever get drunk. We started drinkin on saturday around noon and didnt stop til 5 a.m. sunday morning. We went to the homecoming football game here at Ambrose which was amazing. Then we got drunk with my buddy b-rad for a few hours and watched my Irish beat the hell out of Purdue! yea thats right jordan ND whooped your ass! :-D We went to a few parties and met a lot of random girls. Towards the end of the night we met these two 26 year olds and talked til like 330. They were pretty cool. In 2 weeks i will be down in South Bend to watch the Irish take on USC! its gunna be fucking amazing! Brad,Kyle, and me are gunna take my car up there and hopefully pick up some girls. Thats about it for now!
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| yyyeeaaa |
[22 Jun 2005|12:28pm] |
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Hey everyone! I hope u are all doing very well! so finally summer has made a big turn around! last week my dad came to me and says Michael your car is unsafe, i think you have done well enough to earn a new one. Bammmm!! thursday i got a brand new torch red 2005 mustang convertible. Once i find the stand for my camera i will load a bunch of pics online for all of u! Thanx to a few friends, last weekend was amazing! I have the rest of the afternoon off today! Wahoo! well that is all for now...i will write more later!
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| fuck summer |
[10 Jun 2005|10:24pm] |
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i know all of you dont want to hear me complain but o well, i have to much on my mind and need to get it out. This summer started out really great and i thought it had potential to be great, but i spoke to soon. College was great and its funny how people tell u all the stories about visiting their friends and all the fun times. Then when summer starts you are so out of the loop that everyone has made their own little groups and then everytime u hang out with them its just totally awkward. Then you find out that some people said stuff behind your back and that just makes everything worse. I just love how when you are away at school everyone tells u how much they miss u and then when you are home either nobody ever calls u or they just never call back and wanna do anything. As of this moment i am thinking of moving in with my sister and going to a community college and just stay out of Illinois and away from all the shit out here. I get the feeling that everyone is annoyed with me and that i am a pain in the ass. If anyone thinks different let me know. I think from now on i am just going to not say anything ever so that way nobody has anything to say about me. I know i am not the greatest person in the world, i cant help who i am. Right now i have so much anger built up that i am seriously ready to explode on anyone and anything. But whatever i dont give a fuck anymore. If anyone needs me then try calling me. I am thinking of just cancelling my cell phone. Theres no point in having one anymore. So whatever.
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| its been a while |
[21 May 2005|05:00pm] |
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Sorry that it has been so long since I last updated this. I have been so busy its just insane. I started working on tuesday and so far i am working 6 days a week 11 to 12 hours a day. Blah! Now if i would be getting paid more, it would be awesome. So far this summer has started off awesome. I am seeing so many people i havent seen forever. Right now i am chillin at my sisters place in Washington D.C. I cant believe how old shes getting, shes graduating medical school tomorrow. Where does the time go. I am really mad that i am not home right now cause so many people keep callin me wanting to hang out and stuff. Grr! lol. Hopefully next weekend i can chill with them! Anywho..i am gunna get going, i dont have my computer until may 31, because my dad is a douche and took it away from me. So if u wanna hang out, call my cell 847-722-2511! I hope everytone is doing great!
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| wicked fun night |
[15 May 2005|12:49am] |
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So tonight was just awesome! Brian,Eddie,Britt, Natalie, and Vicki came over. Brian ed and vicki were just chillin in my kitchen and my rents came home and got pissed cause i had friends over while they were gone. And once again i was the only one really drunk! haha doesnt that suck! But yea anywho...I forgot to turn my drivway lights on and Natalie was backing down the driveway and totally took out one of the lights! lol...luckily for her i was nice and fixed everything. :-) If it were anyone else i would have just left it! haha! U owe me Nat! :-P Tonight was just fun....being with friends u havent seen in a while is always just amazing! So tonight my parents totally busted me for having friends over while they were gone. It sux, but eh what ya gunna do. Anywho...i am gunna go to bed, if u r reading this feel free to call me and i will show u pics from tonight! Love u!
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| yea |
[10 May 2005|06:28pm] |
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SO yea its been a while since i have updated my live journal, so here i am updating it. So yea friday night was a blast Natalie, Britt, and Colleen met me in aurora at the bus station. It was great to see them again. The bus ride was very interesting so i was sittin on the bus and i look out the window and i see 2 cops pull this car over and throw this dude to the ground and cuffed him. Then 10 minutes later 4 cop cars pull my bus over and cuff this guy and i was like damn that sux. So yea after that Brian, Nat, Britt, and Colleen came over. It was fun gettin to hang out with them again, hopefully they come over friday. That would be fun. Brian and I sat in my basement and got drunk. I have never drank so much so fast. It was fun...i called just about everyone in my phone book. lol. Then saturday i drove to my grandma's to study and spend time with her. But all the fun came to an end last night when Cassie and I talked and we decided to take a break for the summer because of the distance factor. Which is very understandable. I think that no matter what no girl will ever have my heart the way cassie does. Well i am off to bed...Whoever is reading this...call me sometime.
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| ehhhh..... |
[06 May 2005|10:43am] |
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So today is turning out to be a better day. My math class was optional but since i really needed to show that i care, i went to it. I cut a deal with my teacher and she said if i do good on the test she will give me the C. Thank goodness for that. For the third night in a row i didnt get a good night sleep. Was up til about 3 again. Which really sux. Last night was a lot better. Thanx to my awesome friends. It was really surprising when Brendan called, it was awesome talking to him again. Rick made me laugh when he showed his hatred toward certain people. HaHa. Finals shouldnt be to bad. Wednesday is my only hard day. I have math and then econ. Math shouldnt be to hard cause its multiple choice. But Econ on the other hand is gunna be a mutha of a test. 7 days left of school. I am so excited. Well i am gunna go study for my L.S. final.
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| Its all down hill from here.... |
[05 May 2005|03:21pm] |
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So yea i wishing today was going to be a better day. I was totally wrong. I didnt go to bed til 4 this morning cause i had a lot on my mind. I woke up and got a call from my mom yelling at me again. My summer is busy enough and now my mom wants me to take a night class. Its like what the fuck i wanna have some what of a life. OOO the bad news just keeps rolling right in. Now i just figured out that I wont be able to see cassie before i go home. That alone just put me in the saddest mood and very depressed. Its bad enough that my parents are mad at me again. I am really depressed right now and i said some things to someone that i really shouldnt have. To them i say I am very sorry. Theres no excuse for what i said. Anywho, for a month it felt like i was cloud 9 and everything was perfect. Then bam one morning u wake up and get kicked in the nuts. Right now i am just sad at the fact i won't be able to see cassie before i go back to chicago. She means so much to me and to just see her one time before i go would mean the world. It doesnt look like that will be possible. If anyone feels like talking or wanna take a stab at cheerin me up. go for it. either call or im me.
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| deep thinking |
[02 May 2005|07:57pm] |
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Right now i am sitting in my room thinking about everything. Finals week is in a couple days and I am stressed beyond belief. I'm trying to stay very positive about my grades but i am about to accept the fact that no matter how hard i try i am never going to get grades that will make my parents happy. I have a feeling i am not going to get my car. I just wish my fucking parents could see how hard i try and that school just isnt my thing but i keep my head high and work my ass off. I know i should be very happy about summer being next week and all, but the more i think about it the more i dont want it to come. Many people say that Iowa is a shitty state and nothing good ever comes out of it. But ya know i think that is mostly untrue. My life here at school is so much better than the one i have at home. Out here i dont have my parents to be bitching at me all the time and i can live my life the way i want to. This summer is going to change everything. I have without a doubt the best girlfriend and i dont wanna leave her here. I pray everynight that we can make it through this summer without any problems. I know we can do it and its all just a matter of trust. I would never do anything to hurt her or do anything to betray her trust. She is what is keeping me here at this school. I was close to failing out last semester but when Cassie and I started talking, I started to try harder and my life is right where i want it right now. The only thing i am excited about this summer is the fact that i get to golf everyday. Without golf in my life i would be the most stressed out person and the most bent out of shape. Thanx to all my wonderful friends i am very happy and cant wait to see u all. I want to ask my best friend for help but she is never there so it feels like i am just floating all by myself in the middle of nowhere. We used to talk about everything and now i am lucky to even get a Hi out of her. I guess times change and people change. whatever
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[02 May 2005|10:43am] |
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today is going to suck because it is a very busy day, well i shouldn't say day, its going to be a very busy week. I have finals next week. I am going to be locked in the library all week. blah! I hope these 2 weeks go by wicked fast! so i can get home and start working and playing golf. I took my very important math test this morning that i hope to god went well. I was up until 2:30 this morning writing a speech and studying for math. My speech is to be given in 10 minutes. If u know me well enough u know that i really dont like speaking in front of large crowds. O well, i will be sure to write more later, nothing has really happened today so far. Besides the fact that it is Fucking May and it snowed!! damn midwest weather!
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[01 May 2005|10:55pm] |
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So yea there is one word to describe this weekend....WOW. It was definitely one of the best weekends of my life. Its just to bad this year has to come to an end. Its sad theres only 2 weeks left of school. I am thinking about having a party this summer and invite all my college buddies to come over. that would be awesome. I have never gotten so drunk in all my life. We started last blast on Thursday night and went all the way through 3 a.m. sunday morning. It was one hell of a weekend. Haha right now i am talking to Jenni and tryin to help her with her stalker. Damn this kid is weird. Yea shes a very attractive girl but damn this kid is just damn creepy. Sorry Jen! Tomorrow morning i have a math test that i am a little nervous about and then i have to give a speech right after that. well i am out, i will write more tomorrow!
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| The Morning After |
[29 Apr 2005|07:51am] |
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So here i am away at 8 a.m. on friday morning with a really big hangover. Last night was the first night for Last Blast. I couldnt afford beer for a while, cause having a g/f is not cheap. but this weekend i decided to go all out. After my class gets done at noon i am going to pop a cold one and just get drunk all day today! Thanx to my wonderful girlfriend she called and woke me up this morning because i cannot miss my math class. Well i am off, somebody please call me later! i am tired of making drunk phone calls! cause now i dont know who to call! so how bout u call me! LET DAY #2 BEGIN!
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| Gunna be a good day |
[28 Apr 2005|11:32am] |
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So yea i have a feeling today is gunna be a good day. Not really sure why, but i think it is. Today Cassie and I are celebrating 1 month together. I hope there will be many more happy months to come, cause she really knows how to make a guy happy. Only 2 weeks left of school I cannot wait! This summer i hope to hang out with all my friends that i dont get to see to much of anymore. Like Brendan, Luke, Tyler and all of those guys. They have all been like brothers to me since the beginning. Tonight i am going to get really drunk and maybe just maybe i will wake up in time for my class tomorrow morning! not likely but i will try! I'm excited that Cassie got her webcam working, it will make this summer be a lot better now that i can see her beautiful smile everyday! As you probably can already tell I love her very much! Well i am gunna go eat now, everyone have a marvelous day! and feel free to call me anytime u want...847.722.2511
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| long day |
[27 Apr 2005|01:18pm] |
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So yea today has been a long day, i feel as if now that the year is winding down that the days are getting longer and longer. Last blast is this weekend and it is gunna be kick ass, nothing but partying and hanging out with Cassie. I am still unsure what to do about my leadership, i can either get a take home final and have it be all essay, or i could take the in class final. i really dont know which one i should do. For once in my life i made a great decision. In december i took myself off my ADD medicine and now my grades have been the best i have ever had, this semester i have a chance to get a 3.0 gpa. I know to all u smart people it may seem like nothing but it means a lot to me! so back off! haha only kidding. ALl i need is to get an A in leadership to average out my C in math and i will be golden. My dad and i made a final agreement on how i can get my new car. Hopefully all goes well and i can finally get my new car! that would be kick ass! This summer is going to be the best ever! At St. Ambrose our golf team is one of the top in the nation in NAIA and now that i landed a job at Boulder Ridge C.C. i have a chance to get my game to where i need to make the team next year. I want to be on the golf team because in high school everyone said i didnt have the game to make on the team here. Well we will see in a few months if that comes true or not. Well i am off to econ! everyone have a fabulous day!
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[26 Apr 2005|01:17pm] |
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Hello Everyone! I have decided to make a live journal. We'll see how long the updates last. haha. But yea the last month has been the best ever besides putting a big hole in my bank account because i like to drink a lot. Starting thursday i am gunna get drunk off my ass thursday, friday, saturday! gunna be a kick ass time! it really sux that it is our last weekend to party. O well. As you all may have known or may not have known, I now have a wonderful girlfriend. We have been going out for one month on thursday. I am very very sad that in 2 weeks i have to say goodbye to Cassie for the summer. But the good thing is that she is gunna come visit a lot this summer. I mean its only a 3 hour drive from De Witt to Dundee. Its not to bad. Today is going to be awesome I am playing B-rad in hot shots golf for 4 double cheeseburgers. MMmmm good. Well i am tired of rambling on. I cant wait to see you all this summer!
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